Hey guys. It's me again.
I know you all see the title and you are like, what is wrong with her. Actually I wish I could get to the bottom of it myself.
I know I would always be hesitant with things but now it seems I have no idea where I am going from here. I was forced to do the Summer college prep courses but after I took the finals I feel very unsure of myself that I even passed them. If I didn't I am not going to college because it is too late to sign up and all I was aiming for was my dream college.
I am pretty scared right now on if I made it or not. Mostly because people keep on asking me about how I feel about the exams. I hate when people keep on asking me questions again and again, I feel so unsure about my answers on the exam right now and it keeps bothering me because people keep reminding me of it.
I really wish everything right now wasn't depending on my exams. I mean why couldn't I just do regular admission for college. Why did they force me to do this Summer program. I mean I really needed a break from school so I can unwind from the stress but it just put me in more stress.
If I didn't make it then I would be letting so many people down including myself. I mean I know I am not the brightest person but if people don't put me in a crash course I would do much better.
I hope that everything turns out ok. I really do.
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